Germ's Issues

Apparently this is my place to talk, fb and ms can get annoying anyway.

I've been starting apply for universities in california. Its very competive right now, so hopefully i will get in one of the best. My major is for child development but i want to emphasize on special education. In a way im excited and freak out, i will be my own. Leave my current friends behind and meet some new ones.. as for socilizing im not the best person in the planet but i can do it..we will see.

I have a car of my own..usually thats a chick magnet but hasnt gone so lucky. I still have a thing with the same girl i have liked since a few years. We go out after school a little bit more now that i have a ride and i take her home and sometimes have a snack at a hamburger stand or smth. In a way, its something i have wanted to do for a while and its been doing great. I've been trying to ask her out, we do talk more and goof around, but since i havent had anybody..i dunno if she does interest in more of a friendship way or what.

Also other peeps from school or family have discouraged me lol.. like shes only using you, shes not gonna be interested in you and i get frustated and confused as heck, cause i dont know, like is she really using me?.shes not like those girls who call you just to get something from you, for me thats abuse..and shes not like that..plus the only person who will let me in its her..so i have to let her now, maybe shes waiting for me too....maybe...

I made the mistake of telling a few people about my feelings for her, so later that few became many, so i often get teased with that.
I mean i know i could find someone else, but foremost i want to try with her before i leave the valley..peeps tell me you will find someone there, yea but I want to try with her,its still a few months before i go anyway..we could have it last short or it depends.

otherwise i've been doing good, volunteer work and finishing up college. If you are still reading i got to meet KORN.

Another year is a bit far away to end and im still "hooked" with this girl for over 2 years now. Now that doesnt means im obssed with her, im aware there are more women out there and they could like/ date meand viceversa. But she is the one i see the most, so i got a thing for her, but i dunno how much would she of me that way too, cause im sure she is aware because what i do for her sometimes and stuff.
Right now, she has some money issues going on and i wish i could help her out. Meaning i would have to start working my non productive butt in something useful, i got skills with computer graphics and stuff like that, but in some business you need a bachelors degree and things like that. There are just plans, but we will see. Im almost done with college, theres just an english class that is holding me and her back.
I mean, i adore that woman and i could do almost anything for her.Why?Cause even though she does pisses me off sometimes, makes me depressed, etc. She did make my life happier and with less hate that i go through with sometimes.
well, thats some plans/thoughts for tonight.

Laters.

It has been ten years; darn i was like 14 back then lol.
All right.

11 years ago, i saw a trailer of a brand new monster movie, which would make my childhood less boring. The trailer was about a gigantic lizard crushing his foot into a trex skeleton standing at a museum. Then he leaves and his tail is only visible. I was shocked. I just could not wait for the movie to come. Now the movie was called Godzilla. So far, by the trailer it did not seemed like the original one from Japan, but who cared! Even still, back then the Japanese Godzilla was barely known to me.

Several Months later, the TV teaser from the movie began to appear and i was just more hyped about this movie than anything else, the commercials which featured more detail about the monster, i was like" Holy crap, he looks awesome".
The moment of truth arrived when the film hit theaters and i got to see it with my parents on its first night. I loved it, i was upset when he died at the end because being a monster movie you expect him to live somehow, but his legacy would continue as a single egg survived.
However, that was a disappointment as the movie ends when the baby hatches. Nevertheless, what happened?

We would never know. Even though i liked the movie a lot, i wasn’t much of a reader/tv watcher back then, so i didint catch the reviews for the movie, but apparently they were bad;
Bad acting, bad movie, etc. The hardcore original Godzilla fans made other reasons,

He doesn’t look like Godzilla". That is true, being this an American film. They hired a person who completely redesign the monster. I didint have a problem with it, but it was because this new Godzilla wasnt a fighter nor had any special powers, few of the things who made the true Godzilla special.

The eggs: Yes, the original Godzilla shoots blanks, he’s the only one of his kind but in one of the 90s movies, a group of scientists found an egg who was from the same kind as Godzilla, Godzilla then adopts jr.
The new Godzilla was asexual and as a result lays like 200 eggs. Ok maybe they were too much, but in reality. Turtles lay dozen of eggs, not all of them hatch because they encounter threats. This in a way that is what happens in this movie. They find the nest and destroy it. Never less, one baby survived.

That was the end of the movie and a possible sequel as reviews were very mixed, even though it did good at the box office, they did not want to risk making a sequel, blah cowards.

Shortly, the remaining baby Godzilla would become the hero in Godzilla: The series, here Nick, one of the main characters in the movie goes with soldiers to find any remaining eggs. Nicks fells off through a hole into a part of the nest, where the baby Godzilla was. He hatches and sees Nick as his mother. Nick drives the baby away until he and his team decides to study him, but the baby is now a juvenile. However, he still sees Nick as his mom and not only becomes loyal to him and the team, but protects them from other monsters as well. That was mainly the cartoon series about, it was very good, but Digimon became more popular, so fox kids canceled Godzilla without giving it a proper ending, S.O.B!

Years later, Toho decides to make more movies from their own Godzilla. The thing with these movies is they do not relate to the one in 1995. Each of the 2000, movies relate to the first film only, so they were cool but they were somewhat repetitive. The Last Godzilla film featured the American Godzilla; the original kicks the American butt and fights other monsters and aliens along the way. Oh and they change the name of the "fake" Godzilla to Zilla.

Thanks to youtube, i have remembered both of the movie and the series, good times i have. Movie producers/industry should consider making a new Godzilla movie based on the American one with a new name as the Japanese is retired, but i think as along as Toho has the rights to it, its going to be hard. It would be a good chance now, since a new monster is in town and that is cloverfield, a much-disoriented creature.

In conclusion, we should appreciate what filmmakers of both sides of the world have given us, two of the greatest monster movies ever created.


I do miss the show and everything related to this creature, cause its one of those things in your childhood which never forget and get upset when they cancel it just like that.

Well me and my bro..Well he got me the idea..but we applied for this job at a company where they need bilingual people..They called today for a second interview..At first i was negative about it,since i go to school and time issues,but its not like it can be discussed..So we will see.


in another thing,bleh i spent five bucks on a mini expansion for a pc game and it kind of sucks lol.Damm microsoft or whatever.

Hopefully this week, i will take the girls somewhere to hang out.Last time it was fun,and i felt great with myself.

After reading my last entry, i've been doing a lot better this week.
Got my classes with no problem, and even though i didint do well on the last math class.I took the next one anyway, and i talk to a counselor about it, and she said it was ok.This teacher seems better than the one i had too.Sure,they gotta be strict somehow, but shes funny.

I have a music class too, i will be learning to play the flutophone and about music notes.

Valentine's day was the same, but its feel good to know that my friends care about me. College seems like the place where i do have like real friends.

Went to the mall yesterday with my chickfriends.I like one of them, so gotta be there hahaha.We saw ghost rider..I liked it a lot..
Then, they wanted to come to my place.So, we had lunch here and then Karaoke haha. I had a good time.
Now im kind of bored, since its a long weekend..Bleh i have some interesting stuff to read anyway.
Laters!

Yea, this intersession was good for nothing..Got a D on math,not horrible, but i need a C to get into the next level, still i hope to take it anyway.Cause i did my homework, but in the tests i'd kind of low...and i did know how to do most of the excercises..bleh, so im depressed.

Got my books for the spring semester though, should be fun.
And i bought an aquarium for my turtles..
well,cya later.


When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...
I had to fall, to loose it all...
But in the end, it doesnt even matter..

Well, im gonna go a debate with a parter on class.About Alternative energy, in short the proposition says oil companies should pay a tax for the developement of this energyThere are other points, but thats one of em, and sounds fine to me.Plus im in the pro side.Its the 21th century, and we should look out for other sources than fossil fuel,it'd good for the enviorment, and probaly we wouldnt have to pay for gas anymore.Oh well thats my opinnion.

Getting political here.Bush signed that bill that authorizes the construction of the mexican border fence..Hmm, i thought he was gonna work on migratory reform.And whos gonna pay for it?the people i guess.Who knows what will happen with that in the future.

Ooh,cant wait to wear the costume on tuesday.I looked myself in the mirrow with it.Im like,shit.I kinda look girlish lol.But again, some rockers like Jonathan davis, robert trujillo and many others have long hair.Would they care about what people think?nah well neither do i.

I have a test on monday, so that should be in my priorities this weekend.

Lateers

Had a great saturday.It was my friend's birthday, so he had a small party at his place.Just buddies from college i know and family.I dont need alcohol to get crazy lol.I had a fit of laughther or two.Oh boy hehe.Later,we just talked about general stuff oh and teasing a guy who was kind of drunk lol.
Later, my friend was picking me up at the place of another friend,so we head there and his family was having a bday party too.So double the fun.

Well i guess i should be doing some hw now.

And this is kind of how im gonna look for halloween.Still needs the glasses that i just got, and i think i will paint my nails black, and around the eyes too.
Laters
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RIP man.At least you died doing what you loved.

Well, i need to take those pills as i was told by my psychiatrist.As long as they dont do harm, im all for it.But i do have notice positive changes.

I got a freaking F on my essay again.Argh,basically i need more details in my paper.But its just that sometimes i ran out of them, or i cant think of anymore.There are others errors, but that is the main one. My friend, she was telling me of like what could i have done and that kind of stuff, but then she would apologize because she sounded like my teacher or something.Im like nah, its ok lol.At least shes helping me. I could ask advice for my friends since they have had better grades, but i tried to be the ego person and try to do it by my own.So even though its late for that now.I could ask them for help, like they ask me for something related to computers or something in english.

Oh and about my friend, i did ask her out, but she had other plans with the family. At least i asked her wohoo.lol. Starting to do some progress i hope.